Who is in the Mirror?

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Future...Who are you in the future? This is a question that seems unanswerable. No one is sure about the future. No one knows what lays in our future but before tomorrow theirs today and yesterday. Where am I now? And how did I get here?

I am unsure of whom I am now and how did I get here. As I remembered, I am a person who preferred to be alone. I considered my self a woman of few words. I never thought of asking myself of “who I am,” not until yesterday, November 22, 2008.

That day had become my mirror. That day is the day when I seriously asked my self “who am I?” I tried to go back in the past to see the “me”. I realized that there are good and bad personalities that retain today and some of it where changed as time flies.

They say that it need someone enable for you to see the real you. I am not a perfect being but I always try my best. However, I am always discontented with what I do. I always think that my self aren’t good enough. I never had a confidence in what I do. Maybe that is what I am.

How did I get here? I don’t know. I am neither good nor bad person. I am just a person who tried my best to be a good citizen. I tried to change my bad personality for the better and tried to retain the good ones. There are two personalities I have that I always wanted to change. I am unorganized and easily distracted. That is what I am working right now. It is not easy, but I am trying my best.

How about the future? Who am I in the future? I still don’t know. I am unsure in my future. On thing I only know, the future is an endless learning. I have enough experience but I am still willing to learn.

To what happened last November 22, 2008 is one event that gave me a lesson. I accept the truth that we did something unsatisfactorily. As the reporter, we should have prepared earlier prior the presentation time. I’ll try my best to correct it. Sensei, honto ni gomenasai.


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