My Fight

Thomp, thomp, thomp… I could hear my heart beating. I don’t know why. I feel so uncomfortable but still I continue to write down my proposed topic. I am not confident enough. I am not sure if my topic was good enough. But still I know inside me I want to pursue it.

Thomp, thomp, thomp… the beat of my heart is rapid. It’s racing. My hand is shaking as I click the “Send” button. I am afraid that my topic will be rejected. But still I want to give it a try. As click the “Send” button I remembered the days when I’m formulating my topic. The days when I am bragging my eldest brother to help me sort my ideas. Even though, I know his busy studying but he still he helped me. Niisan, arigatoo gozaimasu!

Thomp, thomp, thomp… nervous. Unsure. I don’t know if luck will be on my side. But in September 3, 2008 at past 10:00 pm I received a message from a classmate of mine. The message was telling me that my topic was approved. After that I can’t go back to sleep. I am happy that my topic was approved.

Thomp, thomp, thomp…nervous still. I know, my fight doesn’t end here. It is just the beginning. Fighting!

Niisan, yakusoku! Watashi wa gambarimasu!